im extremely pissed at aiba!!i cnsidered him as one of the nice guy in Arashi.well,i cnsider all of them as nice.okaii.the gossip on matsujun and mao has led to a fan suicide.but hey.they were just dating.n everyone loves it when they're 2gether xcept 4 that stpid fan.im happy 4 matsujun n mao 2gether.but aiba n his not so girlfren.hmmph.it really pissed me.she was just a girl she knew.not the serious type of relationship.n he went to take pics with that girl.come on.if u were to do naughty stuffs dun take pis.ur a celeb for god sake!!u might break ur fan's heart.im not saying im sad cause i want 2 marry him n he went off with another girl.nooo!its that i fnally sees his bad side.which irritates me every single second of my life now.sho was accused hving se* with a girl with just a pic of him n a girl sitting 2gether on a chair.so that aint true.but i just found out sho used to be bad at cntrolling his anger but back to that one later.aiba is the story now.im soo stupid before.all i did was wacthing them on u tube without findng out about them on fanblogs.now i know the truth.huhu.im rethinking twice now on buying aiba's new movie 'my girl'.i just wish i didnt click on the link to their scandal.but im so happy!!jun was the clean!!hikhik.he was labelled as the lonely one.GOODD!!jun n maoo!!love them togetr!xD.ohno was also snapped with sum girls doing marijuana.his photo gave an EXTREMELY bad impact to the JE*johny's entertaiment,their recording label sort of*.but JE went to calm all the tv stations n mag.but the editor of the mag sddnly died went they wannted to do invstigation.ohno,look what ur stupid photos did.plus,bcos of that scandal,nino's intrvw 4 his upcoming mvie was cancelled!arashi's calender publishing project was canceled.200 million yen was the total lost.ohno!!BAKA DE?!ohno was even cnsdred to be kicked out of arashi.lucky he just got a warning.but he denied the use of thedrugs later and said the pics were just him n some fans.im seriously sad to know that.n the pics were ugggh.UGLY!!i used to idolised them.but now,its all back 2 square one.i only love MATSUJUN!i knew he was a good guy.but then i got to know arashi.n i tot his band mates were great too.but NO!!it was only him.nino is clean too,but they were pics of him with his ex.but who cares.the pics was clean!!so i guess ill have to endure it huh??!!but the gossip said that they chnged after the gossip.so cngratulations to nino-kun and jun-kun.sho,not so sure.but tu ohno and aiba.u dun noe how sad i am.n im not saying it in a fan mode way.im saying it to straight from my heart!ive always thought u guys were great.but i really hope u guys really are chnging.to ovrcme my hateness 2 u guys i re-watch the letter aiba gave to arashi went he was hospitalized.it calmed me down.even my parents notice i was gloomy today.i really hope u guys wont do it agian.cos i really admire ur relationship with each other!!the bond u have with each other just blow me away.so please dun do it again.u r afterall the JE no 1 band!!im jus pouring my heart out.im justt...sadd...huhu..here are the pics for prove.

1.AIBA*UGLY!!*





2.NINO*atleast nino ones were cute n quite CLEAN!!*




3.SHO*good to know sho's one wasnt true.XD.it was n OLD pic made into gossip*




4.JUN && MAO*good to know they're dating=).keep it clean*




5.OHNO*he claimed the drugs was false alert*