fatinspeaks

Saturday, 20 February 2010 ,

05:38

dreams~

my life has turned to a totally 360 degree turn!!its so upside down i cant even get back up.i dun noe why,but the goose bumps and butterflies in my stomach wudnt fly away.the feeling of my stomach churning inside has never been this swirly,but hey,we have our own problems to face when the time comes,well now,ive been free of problems for quite a long time,then bang!!one came rolling at me,'what did you expect??uve been to free'said the problem innocently!hahaha.im scraed.im seriously scraed.and dont noe what to do.i cant even blog properly,ive left SS501 & arashi for quite a time.but i never stop their tune to hum their way through my ear.the feeling of freedom seems to be taken away by the hard blowing wind passing through my bedroom window every single time i wake up in the morning.the feeling of wanting to enjoy every moments of holiday seems to washed away by the rain thas pouring on my window pane,and the feeling to be myself seems to be burned down by the heat of the sunand now i noe.there's only one person that can help soothe my self,calm me down,refresh me,GOD!!seriously,god,help me.u're my only hope.u noe how bad i need this.im terrified to know the date of the result to be announced.please help me end my misery.let me start a new life.i beg you!

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